New Year Eve

新年前夕，突然间哪里都不想去了。

我想自己一个人清静一下。

身体不怎么舒服，头脑也变得不清醒，更加不能如常操作。

我，心情不愉快！

Sick

Oh no, really fall sick this time. Yesterday got a little fever. Whole night can't really slept well, felt cold for while, then felt too warm for while. What the.... ??! Was planning not going to work in the middle of midnight, hahahahha... But this morning when I woke up, I felt okay, so everything back to normal.

Though my fever gone, but cough still remains with me. Aiks.. I hate cough, very hard to recover. *hmph* Guess I was too tired these days, always stayed up till late and ate too much heaty food, thus caused me this little illness.

Head spinning, there are some stuffs on my mind, keep thinking but I don't know what I'm thinking. Question, question, question. Solution, solution, solution.

zZz

Waiting for my bii to come. Sigh.. Why so long... Thought want to look for herbal tea at SS2 night market with him. But don't think can make it already. It's 10.20pm now. Aiks, night market going to closed. Damn...

I feel like my head is "heavy heavy" like that. *hell* And I feel like my face body are a little bit hot hot like that. Ish... Is this a sign of going to be sick real soon?! Argh....

Wanted to buy this, wanted to buy that, BUT short of money. How come? Where'd all my money go? Talk about money, have to look for new job next year after Chinese New Year for short period. Why larr? Damn headache with it.

Eeeee, Wednesday morning have to go to Gombak there again, that isolated taman, kampung melayu. Small road with messy signboard, at the back still got a forest. Yucks~

Past Events

I'd been through quite a lot of programmes and activities past few weeks.

20th December 2009 (Sunday)
Went to Desa Parkcity to attend the "X'mas Schnauzers Gathering". I was very happy to attend this activities as I could see a lot of different Schnauzers there. Like the environment where fulled with loved, fun and joy with the people and doggies. Of course, my cute little Mocha was pretty enjoyed with it. Not forgetting Brownie and Bibi, had a lot of fun ya... Haha..

My boii - Mocha. Love this picture very much~

"Mum Mum".. Mocha's favorite term. Lol..

- Pictures credited to Toi -

24th December 2009 (Thursday)
Christmas Eve. Yeah, as you can see, a cherish day came. Went over to The Curve, but the people over there were too scary, addicted deeply in playing the snow sprays. Well, we wanted to enter Library as first but due to the overwhelmed crowds, we changed our plan. Headed to TTDI for drinking session. The traffic was really terrible, hate it. Got a Charles & Keith handbag from Mr. Boo. Hehe.. Thanks Toi for choosing the right one. Love it loads~

26th December 2009 (Saturday)
Watched Avatar 3D at One Utama. Great movie, it's so touching. Love the storylines. It's a very meaningful movie. But why are human beings so cruel? They can just destroy the whole piece of nature for the sake of getting whatever they want to and never care about the feelings of others. Okay, don't want to reveal much. For those who haven't watch it yet, please go watch it!!! Reali worth it!

27th December 2009 (Sunday)
Went to Desa Parkcity again. Planning to go there every week if possible. Brought along my Mocha. Tired hell. I jogged 3 rounds with Mocha. Haha... Brownie and Yuki came too. Simply love to see doggies running everywhere. =)


Argh.... And it comes today, 28th December 2009, Monday. I tell you, since Friday, I've resting for 3 days and today back to work again. I'm now very very exhausted. Whole body aching, and I guess I ate too much of fried food such as KFC few days ago, my throat is not feeling well now. I feel like I'm going to sick. Really tired, I'm so blur this whole day. Like never truly wake up. Gosh, don't sick leh... Fight up kays...

Past

Looking back to the past postings, I realized that there were more unhappy postings than the happy one. Thus, I decided to delete it all. Perhaps, I really don't wish to turn back and want to forget all the depressed moments. There were too many. In the mean while, I do hope if I could be a better one and live a better life.

This whole week was like some sort of hard time for me, myself. I think a lot! And there were many things happened too. This is real life and cruel society. First few days, I was still struggling in decision of resignation of current post. I really suffered a lot for myself when I thought hard about this matter. And then come to an end that, I cannot stand anymore. I need to change my working environment and earning more money for a better future.

When the time I was still unable to make decision. This day, I forgotten when, my elder brother came back to factory and it was in coincident that his partner was away at that moment. Hence, just only both of us went to lunch. And I've been waiting for this chance to come very very long time ago because I don't know how to start the conversation when there are many people around.

At first, I was not talking about it at all. I was still thinking on how to start the topic. Then, I forgot it was me or my brother who started the topic about some complaints issues. I said I cannot bear with one of my colleagues' attitude. The way he speaks, the way he works things out, his shitty attitude and all, all the fucking bad one. And of course the recent case that happened, about the touch up paint job for my client's house. Stupid him. When I talked to my brother, then only I realized that actually it's not only me, but he, himself also dislikes his attitude. Further more, I told my brother about the reactions of his partner towards this shitty guy. Nobody likes him. I said I don't wish to stay anymore.

Thanks God, my brother has a same thought with me. Even if I didn't speak out, he will ask me to try other fields too. Phew~~~ This is the day I really talk to my brother about my feeling. From there, my brother said he shall do something. He shall discuss with his partner.

Well, after one or two days. The perfect time came. Me and his partner went to my client's house to do the touch up works. After that, we went over to Mont Kiara there to meet my brother to take some measurements. Right after that, my brother brought us to one pub that located in the same building. Then, he started to talk to his partner about the matter.

Yes, both of them agreed to kick them out. Great, but before that, they have to think of some plans to make everything works out great. Because there are negative impacts if they don't settle it carefully. At least, I am really relieve now. From this incident, I think I learn quite a lot. This is a REAL LIFE, CRUEL SOCIETY! I mean it. There are plenty of things that I need to learn, really. I'm glad that I could talk to my brother and his partner on this night, finally I could share all my feelings with them. I guess our relationship is become better now. Even closer than last time. This is a good thing. Though it was a quite suffered night for me, drank too much with empty stomach. Ended up I vomited and felt not well.

Thanks to my brother. He is really a great brother though sometimes he did things like make me not satisfied. Still, I know he does everything is for my good. He wants me to become someone better. 27 years old guy, but I think his mentality is far more than that. This is why I am impressed by him so much! Hope I can work hard with him to create a better living and bright future for our family.

I'm still a little girl. But, I will change, time allows me to be a better one.