I've been through a quite busy-scheduled CNY.
It wasn't a happy one at first because of I quarreled with my mum. Don't blame me as I was really unable to bear with her not-understanding-at-all and some of her "own" principles.
And then, I went Genting and overnight there. It was really crowded during CNY.
The guard at the Casino still checked my Identity Card. LOL!! I'm wondering which year only they will stop checking me huh?! Hoho... I will try next year. Keke..
The rest of days I went shopping malls and house visiting.
Yesterday went back to office in the morning to get my "open work ang pao". Took my brunch and went home.
Today considers as the first working day on Tiger Year! Roaarrr....
I'm way too free. Nothing much to do and these two months after CNY normally is a non-peak season for our sector.
Oh ya, thought that I'm going to leave right after the end of February. And I was ready to be jobless for one month meanwhile trying to look for a new job. Who knows my brother asks me to help him first, that means my resignation will be delayed until further notice.
But seriously, bro, please makes the other plan of yours to be real one and get me out of here as soon as possible. Because I feel like I'm too useless in this company. Not deserve to get that paid.
I'm kinda sad 'cause of my one week holidays ended so fast. Aiks, have to back to reality!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Bad Day
I wish I could leave this place ASAP!
This morning, I rushed from my house to office, but LDP was jamming like hell with no reasons. It took me more than an hour to reach Sungai Buloh. Who the hell placed the factory so far, away from my house? Holly shit!!!! And the lorry almost wanted to kiss my ass too! WTF!
Feel damn moody today, even now I feel still the same! And I am super duper dislike this idiot laptop, don't know what's wrong with it. Must be the boss who did something with it and causing the settings in a mess now. The language bar supposedly stay at the tool bar but don't know what the heck with it, it can't be located at that anymore. Plus sometimes when you wrongly press shift button, then it will switch to Chinese language and caused the fonts become weird.
Sigh..... If it's not because of my brother, I don't think I will stay here that long. Today is really a bad day! Everything is in a mess. I can't bear with the people here. I can't bear with the road condition here. I can't bear with the environment here. It's just not suit me at all. Why am I need to squeeze myself into this little shit world? Everything also throws to me as if I'm the super general worker here with such low salary? I hate myself for being too free sometimes, that I'm dare not to request for increasement.
I feel really really bad sometimes. I don't think I'm not capable at all. Why I need to deal with these people? Ish... How fast can the Chinese New Year come? Or how fast can the week pass? I don't wish to come back anymore. Every morning I wake up, I also feel damn no mood to go to work. Every time I reach office, the only thing I think about is how fast can the time pass, so that I can reach home earlier?!
Don't throw everything to me at once. It makes me can't breathe. You're in a rush, so do I too. I need a way to release myself. Quite moody these few days. There are something, which is not comfortable and depression, in my heart and my mind, that I always keep thinking and worrying about, yet I can't solve it. Times needed.
The only thing that makes me looking forward every week is my Friday because my beloved one will come back from outstation every Friday. How good if I could see him everyday? Life isn't that good afterall. I hate it. Wrong place for me!
Please, please, please, get me out of here ASAP!!! I want to quit!
This morning, I rushed from my house to office, but LDP was jamming like hell with no reasons. It took me more than an hour to reach Sungai Buloh. Who the hell placed the factory so far, away from my house? Holly shit!!!! And the lorry almost wanted to kiss my ass too! WTF!
Feel damn moody today, even now I feel still the same! And I am super duper dislike this idiot laptop, don't know what's wrong with it. Must be the boss who did something with it and causing the settings in a mess now. The language bar supposedly stay at the tool bar but don't know what the heck with it, it can't be located at that anymore. Plus sometimes when you wrongly press shift button, then it will switch to Chinese language and caused the fonts become weird.
Sigh..... If it's not because of my brother, I don't think I will stay here that long. Today is really a bad day! Everything is in a mess. I can't bear with the people here. I can't bear with the road condition here. I can't bear with the environment here. It's just not suit me at all. Why am I need to squeeze myself into this little shit world? Everything also throws to me as if I'm the super general worker here with such low salary? I hate myself for being too free sometimes, that I'm dare not to request for increasement.
I feel really really bad sometimes. I don't think I'm not capable at all. Why I need to deal with these people? Ish... How fast can the Chinese New Year come? Or how fast can the week pass? I don't wish to come back anymore. Every morning I wake up, I also feel damn no mood to go to work. Every time I reach office, the only thing I think about is how fast can the time pass, so that I can reach home earlier?!
Don't throw everything to me at once. It makes me can't breathe. You're in a rush, so do I too. I need a way to release myself. Quite moody these few days. There are something, which is not comfortable and depression, in my heart and my mind, that I always keep thinking and worrying about, yet I can't solve it. Times needed.
The only thing that makes me looking forward every week is my Friday because my beloved one will come back from outstation every Friday. How good if I could see him everyday? Life isn't that good afterall. I hate it. Wrong place for me!
Please, please, please, get me out of here ASAP!!! I want to quit!
