Saturday, October 30, 2010

Sick

Bank Tender Project is awarded to us.

Dunno I should feel happy or sad.

Working like a mad dog even I'm sick, fever, sore throat, flu, dizzy......

Feel like wanna give up, can't stand it.

While busy working in one matter, another pop up again with problems.

Have to stop what's on hand and to solve the new pop out problem.

What the fuck is this, I damn hate bank's renovation works.

When only I can leave this place? Time please pass faster, so that I can begin with another new working life.

I know everyone is fighting hard for this project, but am so sorry, seriously I don't think it's something which belonged to me.

Faster end all this shit!!!!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Time

I need more time please.

Feel tired after work and I have not enough time to finish my own stuffs.

Started to feel bored everyday when I go back to office and see the same faces.

Exhausted being involved in this look-simple-yet-complicated environment, in term of human relationships.

Strengthless and heartless towards this company. I'm speechless.

Perhaps, wrong timing.

Where I belong to? Come save me or wake me up! Thanks.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

差

今天我的心情超级无敌差! 又或者该说,十分糟糕!

太多pending的东西了, 可是又因为某些事而浪费了我一整天的时间.

我真的好累, 好压力... 有点透不过气...

如果时间可以暂时停止, 那该多好?

今天出门差一点变成沙丁鱼, 心情不好时真不该让自己驾车出去.

为什么怎么睡也睡不好? 这是现代都市人的病吗?

呐喊, 我的心在拼命地呐喊, 可是喊不出来.

可以去海边一趟吗? 可以去旅行吗? 一天也好...

感觉有一点就快要疯掉了.

释放不到疲累感, 也释放不到压力与烦恼... 这还是人吗?

下星期要处理银行tender的project, 真不爽!

我讨厌装修的工作, 不是我的专长, 又要逼着自己去做.

我真的不喜欢这间公司的purchasing, 别期望我会长久留下.

说是purchasing又不算是purchasing, 反而是sales coordinator吧!

昨晚我说, 我很想去喝酒, 今晚我也有同样的想法, 虽然我很累.

下个星期应该会忙到不像人样, 希望我不会爆发.