Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Break

Can I take a break? I really need a break.

My inner part feels imbalance. I am tired on both physically and mentally.

Not sure how to describe my feeling.

Listen to different people's said and stories. I cannot differentiate which is correct and which is wrong.

Why so mysterious? And why is it keep changing? Just fooling around?

It is unfair. But what to do?

I do not wish to give up so fast and easily. I tell myself that I need to prove to myself.

I can do it. Whatever it is, I will try my best to solve it.

But please give me time, I am only six months old in this company. Do not push me until I cannot breath anymore. While the rest being treat like a kindergarten children.

I am exhausted. Never work so hard like this before. Not that I did not work hard for previous company, just that this time I really put my effort in everything I do.

I want to fight for my future. I hope what I chosen is correct.

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